welcome to the world of solitude.
for it hit me that so many things you just got to do it by yourself.
instead of trying to depend on anything.
we have only one life, we have to live it.
a blink of eye and i'm turning 19 in 7 months.
feeling alot less vibe and energy nowadays.
how many more 'youthful days' do we have..
how much of my 'youth fuel' is left to empower me.
no more stopping because others are doing so.
let's bring out the passion, bring out the commitment.
let's ignore the critics, let's ignore the environment influence.
let's go all out.
i, me, myself.
we walk alone, we die alone.
but i wanna die happy.
right now i just wanna drum,
i just wanna make full use of holidays,
i just wanna try not to regret when looking back in decades.
i just wanna bring and expose my senses to all the places it have never been.
i just wanna refresh the emotions, jaded, adrenaline, euphoria, nervousness.
what if i just couldn't see one day?
what if i just couldn't walk one day?
sometimes i do wonder.
sad days are part and parcel of our daily lives,
a reflective measure of what we are lacking.
i just cant keep talking, i need to fucking work it.