i'm not afraid to perform
i'm afraid to disappoint
i'm afraid of how much responsibility the crew name printed on my shirt weighs
maybe i shouldn't have accepted gigs so soon, just a few months in
sequence plus hot summer in less than 36 hours (from tmr morning)
i'll try my best
my very best
starting from gathering all the gutso and confidence i have lost these two years,
i will i must i can.