alone i sat, on the bench
stoning through the monotonous night
i stared at the lamp post's yellow light
they make me drowsy, yes they do
alone i recalled, the harsh words before
a jab in the eye, a kick in the guts
like a finishing uppercut,
i got knocked out cold.
alone i watched, the day break
the shimmering crimson came alive
it gave me a soothing touch
i felt fuzzy, it felt delightful
alone i noticed, the world spun
my delicate ears surprised by the sudden buzz
the birds chirp, the vehicles vroom
weirdly i'm still frozen in time
crap, you said.
//
fuck myself,
i'm supposed to be studying for tmr's programming test
.. ended up writing this shit.
throw everything away,
let me sleep and prepare myself for the tough days ahead.