sometimes i tell myself i'm fine,
i can still be a happy dude and make merry and just be all fine.
but i fucking can't.
anytime, anywhere, any moment,
it is just like getting hit by a bullet just millimetres away from your heart.
too dangerous to be retrieved, too unlucky not to be dead.
it just fucking stays there and torture the hell out of you.
i wish i'm fucking dead, or that i nv got shot in the first place at all.
'adding salt to the wounds', the old adage goes.
they don't pour all the salt in one shot for you to just get over with the pain for that moment,
they fucking take their time to sprinkle.
and that's the most fucked up part.
some people just make you feel worse than thrash man,
they really do.
and no, i can't just go;
''but life still has to go on because life's like that, what to do?'' - famous quote no.2
/* Intermission Time*/
all along i thought mdm siti was the worst teacher on planet earth to teach,
till this lsl who teaches maths came along.
even when doing solution for us to see,
1 out 5 times confirm got mistake.
got mistake nvm, everybody makes mistakes.
but..
SHE: -talk about some other thing-
SHE: -suddenly solving next question on the board alr-
yiding try to just 'hun guo qu'!
what is this sia.
fed up, and this lecturer sarcastic to everybody one.
my friend stand up to get a better view of whats on the board also kena for nothing.
'bob, can you sit down? i know you are very tall, but don't need to show me one'
famous quote no.3 : "my talking very expensive, 200 dollars an hour, so must listen UH?"
zzzzzz.
maths won't fail also become fail liao lah.
/*intermission end*/